Welcome.

troubled recently.... lots of stuff happening in the class or rather happened, before and after my resignation as the class chairman. well, don't think its too smart to post about them here. Sheez man, somehow sometimes i get the feeling that i am not really wanted in the class... not to say that they are bad but sometimes i get that feeling. maybe its coz i want to do too many things for our class... but somehow i get a contradiction, sometimes i just want to let it all go, have a trouble free mind. but my other half tells me to "do do do". this makes me feel guilty. maybe its because of my perceived guilt that i have the feeling of being left out, not wanted. well i don't expect you all to do anything about it, in fact, i don't want anyone in my class to do anything, lest they think of the worst things that i would never ever do. i just want to have something to write to, to ease some of my guilt. sometimes, its just so difficult for me, i know its a wrong approach, but i try to make everyone happy. well what can i do? i just wish to be free of all these burdens...... tell me man... what should i do!!??